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Name: Carrie
Birthday: 9/24/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: God, hangin out with the homies, sleeping, eating, the normal stuff
Expertise: Greek mythology, computer science, dating (I know, its unusual), and usage of knumbchucks.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
11/22/2004
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| So, it's been a while. Sorry, but I've been a tad bit busy lately. Don't really have anything to talk about. Hope everything is going well with ya'll. Some advice: if you don't think you have time to worship God during the week, a good CD like Mary Mary or Bethany Dillon is really good. Just in case you were wondering. Hope you have a wonderful week and that each day is filled with countless blessings.  | | |
| What to do, what to do? So, this dilemma has kind of been eating at me. I want to share it with ya'll and see what you think. There is a situation that I am in and I like being in it, but there are definitely down sides. It's not always what I expect or want it to be, but I am already involved. However, there is an opportunity that keeps popping up. It's not a sure thing, but it's what I've always dreamed of. There's no way to know if it would work out, but should I take a dive and go for it? I like to be safe and I think that's why I'm staying with the sure thing, but this other opportunity could be the best thing that has ever happened to me. I don't want to hurt anyone in this process and I know that feelings would get hurt either way I choose, but I'm not too involved in this opportunity. Sometimes I think that I'm just being selfish. I have something good, but I want something better. (At least, I imagine that it might be better.) I don't know the future and that's why I don't know what to do. I have prayed and it seems as though God is taking this opportunity out of my life right now. But, I'm not sure. I'll stop rambling for now and hope ya'll have a wonderful weekend. Yeah, New Covenant!!!!! I can't wait to go out this weekend. Oh, and if you love to play an instrument, then you should try out for PR also. (It's not just for singers. lol) | | |
| Hey all,
I know, it's been so long since I last updated. Sorry about that, it's this facebook craze. Well, I don't really leave messages on facebook either. Pretty much, I'm the worst person ever. Anywho, on another note, I've come to a realization. I don't like being told what I should and shouldn't believe in, who I am, how I think, and how I feel. Anyone else? I think it's alright to oppose me and make me think about why I am the way I am or why I feel the way I do about certain things. But, don't tell me what I'm thinking. You'd think that I would know something like that. Ugh! (Sorry, just needed to let that out.) In other news, PR tryouts are coming up and I'm sssssssssooooooooo nervous. Don't know why, but that always tends to happen in tryouts. If any of ya'll love to sing and are interested in traveling and meeting tons of new people, you should definitely try out! It's so amazing. I love it. Hope break went well for everyone and if you want, you can feel free to tell me about it. I don't want to ramble, so I'll let ya'll go and hopefully update soon! | | |
| First of all, thank God for grandmas, PR and roomies!!!!! I feel better and I am definitely short a few good friends, but God is opening alot of doors for me to make and hang out with people I haven't had the chance to hang out with. Last weekend, we went to North Platte, Nebraska and I had a really good time with New Covenant. I love those guys and don't know what I'd do without them. This week has been pretty good so far, but it's just Monday. I'm sure that the rest of the week will turn out however God wants it too. I don't want to keep ya'll too long, so I'll catch ya later. Remember, Jesus loves you and Carrie does too!!!! | | |
| Sometimes, I really don't understand things. People who I think are my friends turn on me when I am told something in confidence and can't tell them. The people I think are my friends turn around and do things behind my back. When I need my friends, most of them aren't there. What kind of friends are these? I just don't understand. I trusted what you said and then you go out on a walk behind my back? I am there when you need me because you are sick or are having "boy" problems, but when I can't tell you one thing, you act like I'm not there? I don't understand. It feels as though I'm starting to realize who my real friends are and they are few. They say that everyone needs friends, but I'm starting to think that I will be better off if I become a hermit or something. It just doesn't seem fair. What do I do to you? If I offend you in any way, I would apologize. If I hurt you in any way, you know that I would be the first to apologize, but I don't deserve to be treated like I am nothing. You know I'll always have an open ear, but I don't think I will have such an open heart anymore. It's been crushed and stepped on and twisted and stabbed and I don't think I can take it anymore. I'll give this one more chance, but I don't think it will turn out to good. Have a good day anyways. And Jesus will always love you. | | |
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